Goodbye Bentong.
雪绮又想停下来了
我看到我表哥的部落
我立刻流泪了
Ever since i was born. Honestly i liked my mother's side better. It's more like home to me.
Bentong; was a place that i had fun with my cousins and siblings. A place where i get to hang around my Grandpa and Grandma. After August 22nd 2009, it never will be ...
It will only be a place that i will miss so much. That place was more than anything to me, even thou i havent been there as long as the others, but it's long enough for me to love it. That's where i found and understand what happiness and sadness are. I read my cousin's blog and relised that i might never see that home ever again, tears ran down my face. The time there cannot be explained by words.
I haven't seen that home for over 3 years. Every holidays my whole family would drive all the way from Johor to Bentong. Everytime holidays are coming , the first thing i ask about is : Mum, are we going back to see Grandpa and Grandma?" That's pretty much all i ask for. I get so excited to see my cousins and my relatives.
After i came to Australia, I became a depressed girl, i never got happy. I always wanted to go back until now i still want to go back to Bentong and Johor. But now its too late. That place in Bentong used to be my home , but now it never will be. The possibility that i might not see that house with my own eyes anymore made me really angry and stressed out.
I never got the chance to say Goodbye. Those memories that i had there will never be forgotten. It will always be with me.
Bye bye Bentong....
i will miss that place so much.
I still havent got my strengh out to accept that my grandma passed away.
She will always be alive in my heart.
Now i have to accept that i might not ever get the chance to see bentong again.
