Today just read my cousin's blog
found out they went back to Bentong.
ii cry again ...
ii very very miss Bentong ...
ii very very miss 公公
ii very very miss 婆婆
ii always imagine when ii go back how it will be like.
Suddenly , it's not going to be perfect when ii go back to Bentong.
ii havent talk to all my cousins for a long time.
ii miss them alot ..
Lately got contact with my 表哥
but with him .. dont know what to say de.
he didnt ask me anything , ii dont ask him anything.
we dont talk de ><"
All my 表姐 havent gone online alot ...
ii wish to talk to them ..
but they have to go school.
ii wish to talk to them, but ii dont know what to talk about.
because we havent seen and talk to each other for over 3 years.
im very scared that when ii go back to Bentong
no one will talk to me ..
because ii havent been there for 3 years
and ii dont know what's happening.
ii dont know why but ii really really miss my 表哥表姐
[ii have no 表弟表妹，they are my younger sister and brother.]
Some of them that ii havent contact , ii feel like im slowly forgetting them.
ii dont want to forget them.
Everytime ii think about the past when my family and all my cousin's family are at Bentong and we are all having fun. Im also very happy.
But now when ii think about when ii will go back to Bentong.
Im very scared.
that no one will talk to me.
In australia ii think only people that talk to me the most
is qiqi姐, carson and 大表姐. They all made me very happy ^^
When reading some of my cousin's blog, im very happy
because some of them still write about my family.
very happy, they didnt forget us.
最近那么的不开心，现在突然想到我的表姐表哥。。。haiizzz ...
真的很希望我家回去时， 会很开心。
